So as y’all are aware I’m on the short list for a job that I really really want.
No, no news as yet, this is week 3. I’m beside myself. Granted they did say that they would get back to us in 3 weeks with a response. But still!
On the plus side, I’ve lost 2 kilo’s this week alone. From the fact that I’m so anxious that I can’t eat anything. Yesterday consisted of me eating a Twix and trying to keep it down. Today I managed a chicken burger. Dinner, breakfast, snacks… they are all gone. My stomach is constantly in this knot.
So I’m going to go to yoga tonight to try to re-centre myself.
I don’t envisage food being had any-time soon. I miss food. But the thought makes me want to hurl.
For all that’s holy and whatever god is listening, please let them let me know soon. I’m not sure how much more I can hold out.
And it’s not conducive to me writing here!! This shit is fucking with my life yo!
Oh food, fooooooooood… how I miss thee…
So when you’re so stressed you are put off your food and drink, how do you unwind? How do you let go? How do you re-start eating?